I cry alone
Cry nobody notices it
I'm lonely eternally
I can live only here

I look up at the sea
But i see nothing
I swam to upper
But i cannot live there

I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the xxx fuck in the xxx

I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the xxx fuck in the xxx

I don't know my figure
Because i see nothing
Can you see my figure?
How can you see me?
I mind it
Am i beautiful?
Am i very ugly?
Surely i'm awfully ugly

I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the xxx fuck in the xxx

I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the xxx fuck in the xxx

この しはい を こえる やみ ひかり の はて ないて かこ でさえ みえぬ きみ の すがた 

この みらい を こえる やみ ひかり は はて から まわる こたえ くうきょ に うかぶ りそう は

I miss you i miss you
I miss you この やみ に きえ

 I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the xxx fuck in the xxx

I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the xxx fuck in the xxx

I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the xxx fuck in the xxx

I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I hate myself and have to die
I don't understand even a living meaning

この しはい を こえる やみ ひかり の はて ないて この ち さえ とどか ぬ おもい

で そめる この みらい を こえる やみ ひかり は はて から まわる おもい りそう は この み と おぼれ

泣いて 泣いて 泣いて